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Why I Write

Quite the question isn’t it, but fundamental to the books I create. It’s an important question for every writer, and I feel it reveals a lot about their aims, and you can see it filter through to their work.

This goes back to a lot of what I’ve covered in the “Me and Science Fiction” series of articles I did. Fundamentally, going from the TV series I loved (Firefly, Battlestar Galactica), to written sci-fi, I was disappointed. Books like Revelation Space, hallowed greats of the genre, just didn’t click with me.

They felt too much like a story about a world, instead of about people. Every story to me has to be about people. We’re human, we love experiencing stories about life. You know the key ingredients of it. Love, despair, friendship, conflict, hope.

There is definitely not enough hope in the sci-fi I’ve read. The Culture series by the late-great Iain M. Banks stands out as an exception to me of the recent sci-fi I’ve delved into. It shouldn’t be an exception. Dystopian futures, books about post-apocalyptic worlds, all of them seem very common nowadays. But not many that give hope about the future.

Others, such as Jonathan McCalmont on his blog Ruthless Culture, have discussed this in great articles that frame it as the future now being too complex to understand compared to the Golden Age. I don’t buy that. The future is always complex, no matter when you live. That doesn’t excuse a retreat from hope.

Books should inspire people, delve into their souls and lodge themselves deep inside. They should make them feel, make them think. They should make people look to the stars and dream.

I’m on the first steps in my writing career, and I know my work still has plenty of areas to improve. But my aim is to write books that inspire people, books about people and being human and all that entails, books that make people dream.

An ambitious goal perhaps, but I don’t know how to be anything else.

The Creative Fight in my Mind

So, despite saying I’d start posting more recently here not too long ago, I’ve systematically failed to do so. However talking about why that is presents a great opportunity to talk about the creative fight in my head.

I don’t talk about my job on here often but it does have an impact on my writing. I work as a Project Lead – a design lead – at the Creative Assembly. Most recently that’s involved leading work on the Emperor Edition of Rome II. It’s a job I love, I’ve been at the company for seven years now. But it is a very creative job, and sometimes it takes over all of my creativity. Writing is also takes a lot of creative effort, so when I’m putting in a bit more at work I often don’t have the headspace free to focus any time on my writing.

It’s a fight I have to accept I’ll always have, and when push comes to shove work will win because it has to. So at times my writing output will drop to nothing. I don’t like that, it’s hard for me to accept, but it’s true and I have to deal with it as best I can.

But now the Emperor Edition is out I’ve got a bit more space in my brain free to think about writing, and getting back on to my new project which is still stuck on Act One of Book One. More on that soon hopefully as I intend to be a lot more open with the progress of my work this time around. Once Act One is in an alright place, I’ll share it up for people to read and see what they think.

I’ve a blip, and blip that will happen because of the job I have, but now it’s past I have to make the most of the time I’ve got available. Onwards I go.

Oranje free sample – Chapter Ten – The Final Sample

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Isi tapped her fingers on the arm of the sofa. Pablo and Magnus sat on the sofa opposite. Pablo looked deep in thought, his eyes closed, and Magnus couldn’t stop fidgeting.

“Have you seen the size of the crowd?” asked Magnus.

“It looked pretty big,” she said.

He stood and paced for a bit before sitting down again.

Pablo opened his eyes. “Everyone wants to see the Three in person; this is a historic occasion.”

“I can’t believe we were approved by such a huge majority. I know Representative Melo said we would, but I still didn’t believe him.”

“Well, you should have.” Melo emerged from behind a wall at the far end of the room. Magnus stood up again briefly before sitting back down, hands impatiently resting on his lap.

“Congratulations to you all; it is well deserved.”

“When will the ceremony begin?” Isi shifted forward in her chair.

“Soon enough, but we have some time to talk beforehand.” Melo sat down in one of the other chairs. “More information has come to light that you need to know about.”

“What is it?” Magnus clasped his hands.

“Thanks to the pseudos, we can finally put a name to the mysterious outsiders: the New Commonwealth of Man.”

“New Commonwealth?” said Pablo.

“Oh fuck,” said Isi, one hand over her face. “They’re trying to recreate the old Commonwealth of Earth.”

“That would be the obvious conclusion to draw from their name, and their actions would certainly fit with that.”

“The Commonwealth collapsed over five centuries ago. Why would they be trying to bring it back?” she asked.

“Because to many, it represents the glorious past of our species, and people like trying to recreate past glories,” said Melo. “It’s difficult for us to grasp as Curators, for we don’t cling to the past as others do, but we must try. Everyone learns about the old commonwealth and a united humanity that disappeared with the Collapse. They hear about the old times characterised by rampant prosperity and technological development. It’s a tempting image for many, and who knows how many people would jump at the chance to try and bring it back.”

“That’s why they’ve been attacking worlds, isn’t it? They want to try and reunite the galaxy, and I bet they won’t let anyone stand in their way.” She shook her head. “Well, that just makes everything a lot worse.”

“How come?” asked Magnus.

“Because people who are motivated by their beliefs tend to be a lot harder to negotiate with,” said Pablo. “If they’re willing to attack planets to achieve their goals, I doubt diplomacy is high on their priority list.”

Isi puffed out her cheeks. The sofa squeaked as Magnus shifted around.

“We still don’t know much about the history of this New Commonwealth, but I wanted to keep you all up to date,” said Melo. “I agree with Isi that it makes your jobs harder. It also makes the mission that much more important.”

“Have the Republic or Union responded to us yet?” she said.

“They have, and the response has been as expected. They’re not willing to listen to us.”

They sat in silence, Magnus’s foot tapping away.

“Then we should focus on who can help us.” Isi rubbed her brow. “I know Magnus and I have started to draft a list of people to visit.”

“We have also compiled a list for you, but there are two standout names on it. General Marienne Kassar of the Union and Governor Violeta Amar of Arausio,” said Melo. “They appear to be best placed to help us.”

She nodded along with the others. “The general was on our list as well. She has the closest military force to Oranje. She could help find out for sure what happened.”

“She’s a good candidate. My only concern with her would be her current standing with her superiors,” he said. “However, I don’t believe we can be picky right now.”

“Our search had been focusing on people who could visit Oranje, so we’ve not read much on Governor Amar,” said Magnus.

“She’s the most influential governor in September and has access to a lot of resources. But much like General Kassar, she is sidelined within her nation, which could make things difficult.”

“There isn’t anything easy about what we are trying to do,” said Pablo. “If they are the best candidates, we should visit them.”

“Take your time to think about it. You don’t have to decide right now. I’ll try and get a few more names for you to consider. There are still a few days to go before you can leave. Oh, that reminds me, Isi.” He smiled at her. “I think you will enjoy this piece of news. The Word is being prepared for your use and has been fitted with some new engines: Draco-500s.”

Her fingers stopped tapping.

The Word?”

“That is correct,” he said.

“You mean the legendary craft of the original Three?”

“That’s the one.”

“You put my engines on it?”

“Well, yours are the best.”

“I, well, I… don’t know what to say to that.”

“That must be a first,” said Magnus, which even got a laugh from her.

“You should leave when The Word is ready, so try and finalise your plans before you go. You will have some time on The Word to plan, but that should be for final preparations, not major changes.”

“I think we can all come to an agreement on what we will do,” said Pablo.

“You can always vote amongst yourselves on what you want to do, but I’d hope you all can agree for now, or else it may not be a good sign of things to come,” said Melo.

“I’m sure we’ll work something out,” she said, smiling at Magnus and Pablo.

Magnus smiled back; Pablo sat still.

Melo craned his neck to get a glimpse out a window. “Looks like everyone is waiting for us. Are you all ready?”

“Yes,” said Isi and Pablo as Magnus nodded his head rapidly, tapping his foot on the floor again.

“Then it’s time for the ceremony of the Three.”

Isi took a deep breath as they rose from their seats and moved to the main exit from the White Elephant. The doors were translucent from the inside, and they could see what looked like a sea of people waiting for them on the grass outside. A stage had been erected beneath the statue of the Three.

“Do you all remember your cue?” said Melo.

They nodded.

“Good. Then I shall begin.” He opened the doors, and a wall of sound hit them before they closed behind him. They had queued at the door, with Isi at the back, but her height gave her a great view of the crowd. It was a bewildering array of colours, with hair and clothes in more styles than she could ever possibly hope to list. Pseudos were in the crowd as well, and also on screens around the square. The pseudos appeared in forms both human and others much, much stranger. She even spotted one that seemed to be a mathematical formula. The crowd applauded and cheered as Melo walked towards them. Many people held their mobiles and tablets up to record the event, and camera drones hovered in the air. Reaching the stage, he waved to the crowd and waited for everyone to fall silent.

“My fellow Curators of September, today is a momentous day. We face a challenge unlike any in our history. A hostile force, the New Commonwealth of Man, is attacking worlds. Nuking them as they go, they’re trying to hide the truth from us. We believe there is about to be a full-scale invasion of September. Nothing like this has happened since the Collapse.

“Our focus always has been and always will be protecting the Net so that every human has access to it, but sometimes that is not enough. We’ve decided that we cannot sit on the sidelines this time and let events happen around us. We must warn everyone in September of what is coming so they can be prepared. We have decided to send out the Three. It’s a rare occasion in our history that this happens, but nothing could be more appropriate given the seriousness of what we face.

“We choose three of our own to go out and speak on behalf of us all, to plead our case and do what they can to make a difference. But this mission is different; there has been nothing like this before. This Three will set out not just to warn, but to make allies and help make sure this threat from outside September is stopped. If they fail, millions will die. If they succeed, they will have changed the course of history. It is a heavy responsibility to put on anyone’s shoulders, but we must do it all the same. Three people were put forward to fulfil this crucial role, and you’ve approved them with your votes. It is time to meet your Three!”

That was their cue. The doors opened, and they walked out in a line. The only noise she could hear was the clicking of mobiles and tablets taking pictures as flashes filled the crowd. The crowd seemed to swirl and move in front of them. At the stage, she moved to the left, with Pablo standing in the middle and Magnus on the right. A pair of people dressed in white stood behind each of them, with baskets in their arms.

“Isidora Jain, Magnus Kimura, and Pablo Khanna: these are your Three,” said Melo.

“Isi.” She tried to suppress a grin. “That’s my name.”

There was laughter and giggles from the crowd. Melo just raised an eyebrow at her.

“Apologies.” He did a mock bow in her direction. “Isidora Jain, who is known as Isi.”

More laughter and cheers came from the crowd.

“These are the Three. They represent the best of us. I can’t think of three people who could do a better job than them. However, they are not the Three yet. First, they must take the oath of the Three.”

He paused to allow the crowd a moment of applause and cheering. He turned around and walked closer to Magnus. He was staring at some fixed point in the distance.

“Do you agree to take on the role of the Three and all the responsibilities that come with it?”

“We do,” they all said in unison.

“Do you agree to do everything possible to fulfil your mission?”

“We do.”

“Do you agree to represent not just yourselves but all of us?”

“We do.”

“Do you agree to work together to overcome any obstacles and to make decisions as one?”

“We do.”

“Then you are ready to be the Three.” Melo faced the crowd again. “They have taken the Oath. Now they can wear the clothes.”

The two people beside each of them stepped forward and began to undress them, removing their tops and trousers. Melo continued to address the crowd.

“We choose three for one reason. It is the smallest number of people you can have a vote with. We cherish our democracy, and so there is no more fitting number than Three.”

Isi now stood wearing just her bra as her trousers were being removed.

“They will work together, but if the situation demands it, they can vote on what to do. This should be an option of last resort, but it is there for them.”

With the trousers gone, the helpers stepped back. She glanced to her side to see Pablo and Magnus in their underwear as well.

“The Three represent us all, and the clothing they wear symbolises this.”

The helpers moved forward again, first putting white sleeves on her arms.

“The white clothes will cover their bodies to hide much of what makes them look individual. It shows that they are putting aside their own needs and desires for the greater good of us all. As the Three, they are performing a task vital for all Curators, not themselves.”

A white tank top and trousers were now placed on her. Pablo and Magnus were being dressed almost identically, but only Magnus had sleeves to cover his tattoos as well. Pablo didn’t seem to have any of his own—at least any that were visible. Then the final part of the outfit was brought out from the baskets, a white mask to cover her face, with gaps for their eyes and mouths. The helpers placed its strap on the back of her head and moved it into place.

“They have taken the oath, and now they wear the clothing. Curators of September, I give you the Three.”

Melo moved off the platform with a bow as they walked to the front. Waves of applause and cheering flooded from the crowds, along with a flickering wave of camera flashes. The Three now stood as pillars of white amongst the colourful crowd. She waved and smiled at them. Pablo and Magnus were doing the same, and she realised no one could see her expression. That would take some getting used to.

After many minutes, the crowd settled down, and they moved up to the microphone to give short speeches of their own. Isi went first.

“Thank you all so much for your support. It’s hard to describe how this feels right now. I fought long and hard for this to happen, but it never crossed my mind that I would be part of the Three. I wish I could promise that we’ll succeed, but so much of what is happening is unknown that it would be a foolish promise to make. What I can say is that I will do every damn thing I can and more. I will not rest until every option has been exhausted. I will give everything I can to save September from what is coming. Thank you all again.”

More cheers and applause came from the crowd as she stepped away and blew kisses at them with a huge grin on her face. She could hear a few bottles of fizz being popped in the crowd. The station looked to be in the mood for a big party, and what better excuse for one? Pablo stepped forward, but she was too focused on the people in the crowd to listen to what he was saying. She scanned the faces for one she recognised until she saw someone waving at her.

It was Lucie, who was trying to push her way to the front. She waved back. Lucie stopped and held up a large, half empty bottle and winked at her. She winked back and sighed. The Three had to go back into the White Elephant once the ceremony was over, so she wouldn’t get a chance to see her or to join in the party. A hand then appeared on Lucie’s shoulder, a rather attractive young woman moved into view, and Lucie put her arm around her waist. Isi smiled to herself; looked like Lucie was doing fine as always.

More loud cheers from the crowd made her look around. Pablo had finished his speech, and she hadn’t processed any of it. Then it was Magnus’s turn to step forward.

“I feel I can only repeat what the others have said,” he began. “It’s a privilege and an honour to be chosen for this role. We will do everything we can to complete this task we have been given, and I can promise we will represent all of you. I would like to say that there isn’t a better group of people in the universe to be a part of. It makes me so happy to be doing this for all of you. Thank you.”

He got the loudest cheers of any of them, though she couldn’t help feeling, with all the bottles being opened, the crowd would have cheered anything at that moment in time. Magnus stepped away from the microphone, and the three of them moved to the back of the podium to allow more pictures to be taken. She looked around for Lucie again but couldn’t make her out in the sea of dancing and celebrating bodies.

“I’m going to miss this crazy lot,” she said.

“Me too,” said Magnus.

“Remember, they’re what we are working to protect. Everything we do is for them,” said Pablo.

“I know. That’s why I agreed to do this.”

“Anyone you going to miss in particular?” asked Magnus.

“Too many to count.” She wrapped her arms around their shoulders and pulled them closer. “Luckily, I think we’ll bring enough crazy with us.”

“Speak for yourself.”

“Oh, don’t worry. I was.” She winked before casting her eye over the crowd again and watching the party. “Come on, we’ve got lots to be getting on with, and I’m sure they’ll be fine on their own.”

Together, they headed back into the White Elephant as the celebrations continued without them.

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Oranje free sample – Chapter Nine

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The horses galloped across the grass, a loose triangle that raced around the edge of the arena. At its apex, they split up, galloping in different directions before crossing paths at the centre, coming within touching distance of each other, and the riders swapped horses. Huge applause and screams of delight rose from the crowd, and Violeta joined in with loud clapping of her own as the orange sky blazed above the arena.

“Now, that is impressive,” said Sebastian as he sat next to her, using his hand to shield his eyes from the early morning sun. Today he was wearing a less garish suit, not the local style but in a subdued blue-grey colour with matching tie.

“They’ve spent all year working on that routine,” she said, sitting back down. She was in a dark-ochre outfit, with matching jewellery set into her hair, which was tied back in a bun. “I think that work paid off.”

They were sitting in the VIP box in the arena, at the bottom of a U formed by seating, so the far end of the stadium stood open, giving a view of the huge river delta and wind farms beyond. The three horses repeated the manoeuvre again, this time at an even faster pace.

“So this is what I missed out on when I skipped the displays each year.”

“It’s our grand tradition. It’s very important to people, and they’ve put a lot of effort into it.”

“And a fair bit of skill,” he added as the riders moved the horses alongside each other before standing on them for a full circuit of the arena, to more rapturous applause from the crowds. “Not something you see on many worlds.”

She waved at the riders as they went past the box. “Horses were used extensively back in the day when the colony was new. It’s a lot easier to breed some of them than keep complex machines alive if you don’t have tons of skilled engineers around. Once this world was established, they weren’t needed anymore, so they became a show of skill and a link to our past. Which leads us on very nicely to the display you are watching today.”

“Well, thank you for the crash course in the history of horses on Arausio,” he said with a cheeky grin. “I’ll be sure to keep all that in mind.”

She playfully nudged him in the ribs. “Remember, you’re the guest of honour here, you need to be suitably awed when this is all over.”

“I’ve spent years as a politician practicing being awed and amazed by displays. I’m sure I will manage.” The riders began an intricate pattern of weaving in and around each other and over various jumps as if it were no more complicated than going for a walk. “Though, in this instance, I don’t think I’m going to have to fake it.”

“It is very impressive,” she said with a smile.

The riders swept around the arena one more time before coming to a halt in front of their box. They both stood to wave and congratulate them as the crowd showered them with love and adoration. The riders, all looking very pleased with themselves, led their horses off so the layout of the arena could be changed for the next group.

Sebastian leaned close to her ear. “How many of these will I have to sit through this week?” He got another nudge in the ribs as he winked.

“It’s good to have you around again, Seb.” She placed a hand on his leg.

He placed a hand on hers. “You too, Vi. It was a very nice welcome I got last night.”

“Well, only the best for our special guest.” She winked.

“I hope we don’t cause too much gossip.”

“No more than usual, I’m sure. The families brought it up the other day, and I told them exactly what I thought of that.”

“I wish I could’ve seen that. I hope that doesn’t make things more difficult for you.”

“I will not hide what we are.” She looked at him.

“Ah, so there is a ‘we,’ then?”

She rolled her eyes before squeezing his hand. “You know there is. There has been for years now.”

“Just checking.” He smiled and squeezed her hand back.

“I know I’m not the most open about us, but I’m yours.” She looked into his eyes. “It’s just difficult, being on different worlds and who we are.”

“You mean you a governor and me a member of cabinet.”

“It does make this more complicated, or at least makes me more cautious.”

“I don’t care what others think.” He gripped her hand.

“I know, neither do I.”

The arena roared as new riders appeared, ten of them holding the flag of Arausio aloft, black and red divided by a white diagonal line finished with a yellow star on the black.

“I saw the ads the families ran this morning.”

“I did think the burning flag was a nice touch.” Violeta waved as the riders looped around in front of them.

“I’m surprised none of the families are here today.”

“They are.” She tilted her head in the direction of a smaller box to their left. “They’re just not in the most important position as usual.”

Sebastian looked over at them and smiled. “You do like pushing them to see how they react, don’t you?”

“Oh, I know how they will react. Now I just do it for enjoyment.”

“Rather you than me.” He held up his hands. “Are you sure you can win that vote?” He turned to face her. “They still hold a lot of power.”

She grinned. “They can try and stop it. Oh, they can try, but they won’t succeed. My majority is too big this time. No amount of money they throw at people will change the outcome.”

“So this will be the next world to outlaw contracts.” He turned back to the riders to smile and wave.

“That will soon be true of every world in September, I hope. The president gave up too easily on banning contracts across the Republic.”

“It was agreed that it was for each planet to decide. We don’t try to interfere too much with planetary rights.”

“You could’ve fooled me,” she said through her smile. “I’ve lost count of how many powers have been revoked from governors recently.”

He shifted in his seat. “You know I don’t agree with that. Without the planets, there is no Republic. Pissing you all off is only going to end badly.”

“It’s a shame the President doesn’t see it like that.”

He shrugged. “All she cares about is making sure this war can happen, and she won’t let you get in her way.”

“So that means ripping up the structure of the Republic, does it? I’m not the only angry governor.”

“I know.” He rested his hand on her leg. “I’m not the president; remember that.”

“Sorry,” she said. “I don’t mean to take my frustration out on you. It’s just that the last meeting with her was the final straw for me. She has plenty of work to do to make up for what’s been done.”

The riders now formed a rippling wave of flags across the arena.

“She doesn’t think it will matter,” he said.

“What is she planning?”

He applauded the riders as they did another intricate dancing pattern of horses in the centre of the arena.

“Seb, what is the President up to?”

He scratched his neck.

“She doesn’t think she needs you anymore. Once the war has begun, she is betting that public opinion will back her and she’ll be able to label you all as traitors, working against the Republic in its hour of need.”

“Then she will remove the last of our powers, leaving us as relics of the past.” Violeta ran a hand through her hair. “I’ve thought that’s where we were heading, but it’s still not nice to hear your worst fear is true.”

“If you and the other governors have got anything planned, you’d better do it sooner rather than later.”

“Believe me, I’m trying.”

“Well then, let me tell you some other news that might interest you. Apparently, the Curators have tried to get in contact with the president.”

Her mouth fell open, but she composed herself as the riders pulled off another stupendous trick and her applause joined that of the crowd.

“The Curators?”

“I know,” he said.

“What did they want to talk to her about?”

“No idea, I’m afraid. All I know is that they tried to.”

“Things must be getting serious if they’re starting to get involved again. I wonder what else might be happening.”

More applause filled the stadium as the team of riders performed their finale, a rapid series of jumping over fences and each other, all in a whirl of flags. They both stood to applaud and cheer them as the whole crowd rose to their feet.

“Very impressive,” Sebastian said almost to himself.

“This is just the first part of the celebrations. There’s a lot more to come.”

“Another relaxing state trip for me,” he said with a smile.

All the other riders began to filter into the arena for the grand finale, a great parade of all who had shown their skills that day.

“I’m sure it will be for you; you don’t have to deal with two major political issues at the same time as all this smiling and waving.”

“I’m sure all that smiling is just tiring you out so much.” He winked at her. “You’re always trying to do everything at once.”

“I’ve found it’s the only way to get anything done.”

She stepped forward in the box, to a small microphone standing at the front. The crowd went silent, and the riders looked up from below.

“Well, what can I say after a show like that? That amazing display of skill demonstrated one of our greatest traditions in the best way possible. I salute all of you who have worked so hard for so long for today. I believe you can go home knowing you have beaten all the expectations everyone had.”

The riders bowed to her as the crowd cheered.

“It’s important we preserve traditions like this. They remind us of our past and how fragile Arausio was when it began all those centuries ago. It has expanded to the magnificent planet we live on today. But just as our relationship with horses has changed over those years, so must we be ready to change as a society as we continue to grow and prosper. This week must both be a celebration of the beginning of Arausio and also a celebration of the future we can achieve.”

More applause rose from the crowd as Sebastian came up to the stand. He waved to the crowd, his big grin broadcast on big screens above and below their box.

“What a breath-taking display that was. In all my years, I’ve never seen anything like it, and I can only kick myself that I never saw one when I used to live on this magnificent world. I‘m not sure I should tell anyone on Kama about this as they may get jealous.”

As he played to the crowd, laughter and more applause echoed from the many thousands crammed into the arena.

“Arausio has been vital to the Republic since it was formed. Its governor was the one who finalised the deal that led to its creation. It is my honour to be here today as the representative of the Republic government and to show how important you still are to the Republic and to all our futures. It’s also been my personal pleasure to be here today to see all this, and I thank you all for an amazing experience.”

The applause broke out even louder this time as they stood side by side waving to the crowd, the riders saluting them both. They stood there for minutes with the applause rolling on before it finally came to an end. The crowds began to filter out of the arena, but one person came in instead. The door to their box opened, and in stepped James.

“Governor, Minister.” He bowed to them both in turn.

“Bad news or good news?” she said.

“A bit of both, I think. There has been a protest near the palace against the Contracts bill.”

“Doesn’t sound like anything good there.”

“No, but a large number of people began to stage a counter protest in support of you.”

She stretched in satisfaction.

“Have our ads gone up yet?”

He looked past her, and she turned. The wall on the building behind the arena was covered in a huge advert. It featured Violeta and other smiling people looking up as a green rocket soared into bright skies. Beside that was the message “Let’s build a better future together, where all are equal.”

“Good advert,” said Sebastian, “and good placement.” He pointed at another ad on another building off to one side. It featured her, her face made suitably angry and evil, against the background of the flag of Arausio on fire. It said, “Arausio in ruins is the governor’s dream, keep contracts to keep us great.”

“Why is it always a burning flag?” she asked. “They’ve done that so often now it’s become a cliché. I think people get by now that they think I’m a traitor.”

They descended the steps towards a waiting convoy of cars.

“Can’t you do something about ads like that?” said Sebastian.

“Why would I?” She grinned. “Much better to give them enough rope to hang themselves with.”

“You’re really up for this fight, aren’t you?”

“Oh yes. It’s time to show everyone that they do not rule Arausio anymore.”

“We live in interesting times,” said James.

“When do we not?” She climbed into a car with Sebastian, and the convoy drove off to the next event of the celebrations.

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Oranje free sample – Chapter Eight

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Marienne looked up as the lights in her office dimmed, a not-so-subtle hint that the end of the work day had arrived. She rubbed her eyes and glanced at her watch: eight o’clock. She’d done another twelve-hour day. Her desk had assumed its normal unorganised state, a dozen different tasks open on her monitor. A cough from the doorway made her turn to see Jan standing there.

“Are you off, Major?”

He nodded. “It’s been a long day.”

“It really has.”

“Are you heading back to your quarters, General?”

She looked at her desk. “Not yet. I’ll tidy things up here first. You should go and get your rest.”

He saluted and was gone. She spent a few minutes clearing the last few unfinished items from her schedule—there was always more to be done—then closed everything down. Getting up from her desk, she looked out of the window to see the sun rising over the curve that was Tiamat. After lingering for a second to absorb the image, she left. The lights shut off behind her, and she began the long walk through the grey, dark station to her own private quarters, on the other side of the great docking arms.

This was the quiet time in the middle of one crew shift. There were three, each took turns doing eight-hour shifts, so she didn’t encounter many of the station’s crew as she made her solitary walk. The few she did meet gave her brief salutes and cautious looks. No doubt the press conference had been the focus of every conversation that day. Returning the salutes, she reminded herself to send out that statement of intent first thing in the morning. She walked as fast as she could without looking like she was trying to hurry back to her room.

A few guards and single rooms were the only differences between the senior officers’ section and that for the rest of the crew. Her quarters were located at the end of a long corridor, past all the other officers, and she pushed the door open. The lights came on inside to illuminate her little piece of home. Four small grey walls greeted her. Space was always at a premium on a space station, so even as the region commander, she had only a small amount to herself. The top level had a sofa and TV along with a desk. Every wall had storage boxes built in, to make the most use of the space available. She headed straight for the stairs down to the level below, where her bed and the bathroom were located.

Undoing her jacket, she woke up her computer to check her messages. Looked like her family and friends had all seen the press conference. She scrolled through her large inbox, a mix of supportive and derisive messages, but stopped at one. It was from Isah, her husband. It wasn’t the long message she expected; it just asked her to get in touch as soon as she could. She looked at the clocks she had as her monitor’s background. One showed universal time, the other local time on Perun, the capital of the Union. It was where she was from and where Isah still lived with their daughter Maya. The time was seven in the morning there, early enough to have a shower before calling him.

The time went fast, and soon she was sitting at her desk, dressed in a plain grey tracksuit, reading up on the latest tactical theory discussions. Not quite the relaxing evening she had had in mind, but at least it was better than more work. She made a call request to Isah and waited to hear back from him.

The article she was reading was by General Reiter and was typical of her work. It was solid and strong but lacked in flexibility and adaptability, unlike her own work, which relied on an officer’s training to adapt as the situation changed. The computers on a combat vehicle could deal with the everyday stuff anyway—you needed to let officers use their creativity to get the best results.

The sound of rolling drums told her that Isah was making a call to her, and she answered it straight away. She smiled when she saw him. He smiled back, but only for a moment. He looked stressed, thick lines visible on his forehead, and his hair was starting to go grey in places.

“Hello, my love,” she said. “How are you?”

“I’m good, thank you, Marie.” His gaze was avoiding her eyes. “How are you? I’m sure you’ve had a busy day.”

“I’m okay. You know how it is.” She studied his face. He looked tired. “How are things with you?”

“The usual, nothing exciting happening to me.”

“How is Maya? She still doing well at the Technology Institute?”

“She’s acing her grades, no change there.” He managed a smile at last. “She says hello.”

“Give her my love next time you talk to her. I’ve not had a chance to call her for a while. I do miss seeing her face.”

“I wish you could do that more often. She barely saw you when you were at the Academy; now it’s even less.” His face was stern, not the caring one in the picture she had framed on her desk.

“You know I’m trying my best. With tensions so high with the Republic, everyone in the Space Force is having to put in the extra effort needed.” She folded her arms.

“That’s surprising, given what you said earlier.”

Ah, the press conference. “Is that what you wanted to talk about?”

“Yes, it is,” said Isah. “How can you talk like that?”

“Because it’s what I believe. You, of all people, should know that.”

“Should I? I’m not sure I know you anymore.” Tears were starting to form in his eyes. “I definitely don’t understand why you accepted this command.”

She steadied her hands. “I took the position I was offered. Why do I have to keep explaining that to people? Why do I need to explain that to you?” She looked away from the screen. “You understood my views well enough at university. Why not now?”

“That was a long time ago. A lot has changed since then,” he said. “You in particular.”

“I’m not the only one. What happened to the young revolutionary you once were?” She could feel tears forming in her eyes as well.

“I grew up and stopped pointlessly hating the system. I thought you might follow suit someday.”

“Is that what you really think of me?” She shook her head. “I don’t hate the system. I hate what the system does.”

“Like this war.”

“It’s not started yet.”

It was his turn to shake his head. “The Republic have broken the last agreement too many times. We can’t ignore that any longer.”

“Why not? We’ve been fighting them in pointless wars for centuries. Why do we have to repeat the cycle again?”

“They show no respect for our nation, the nation you swore to serve and protect.” His eyes were bulging, and veins showed on his forehead.

“I know the oath I took. Don’t try to tell me I don’t. If it comes to a war, I will serve as I’m needed. That doesn’t mean I can’t try and stop this war from happening in the first place.”

“You’re not the Marienne I remember.” His voice broke as he spoke.

“And what is that?”

“I remember a young person full of passion to serve their country, to make it a better place for all of its citizens. I remember someone who wanted to do their duty.”

“You don’t think that’s me anymore?” A tear ran down her cheek.

“After those interviews you gave? No, you are not that person anymore. You’re not the woman I married.”

“You’re wrong,” she said.

He shook his head, his eyes wet but without tears yet. He looked too angry for that.

“You are. I am still that person.” She stared into his eyes. “I don’t want this war because it means nothing apart from people dying. Years ago, you would have agreed with me. I’m not the one who has changed; you are.”

They looked at each other in silence, and she wiped her eyes.

“We can’t go on like this,” she said. “It’s not doing either of us any good. Can’t we try again, give ourselves some time to remember who we are to each other?”

“When do you propose we do that?” he said. “You’re always working and don’t have time for us. You never had time for Maya when she was a kid either.”

“I raised her as much as you did. Don’t you dare try to forget that.”

Another moment of silence.

“So what do you want us to do, then?” She rubbed her brow. “This can’t go on.”

“No, it can’t. It has to end.” He was looking at his lap. “I want a divorce.”

She opened her mouth to speak, but no words leapt from her lips.

“My lawyer has drawn up the documents. All you need to do is sign them.” His voice was breaking with every syllable he spoke.

She breathed in and fought back more tears.

“So this is it, then? This is the end of us?”

“We’ve been fighting each other for years and years. When was the last time we worked as a couple? It’s time to end it.”

Marienne’s mouth opened in disbelief.

“What about Maya?”

“She’s an adult. She can decide who she wants to see.”

She took another deep breath. “I need time to think.”

“I’ll send the documents through to you. Please, Marie, sign them.”

“All these years, and it will end like this, a call over the Net instead of face to face.”

“We would be waiting a long time for that to happen.”

They looked at each other, angry and sad in equal measure.

“I have to go, Marie. Please think about it.”

“Goodbye, Isah.” She ended the call with a slap on her screen.

Moments later, the divorce documents arrived in her inbox. She didn’t read them. From her desk, she picked up the picture of them back in their university days. They had been so happy then, totally in love with each other.  He’d changed since then—maybe she had too. She put the picture down in its place, at the perfect angle for her to look at it when she was sat down. She took a moment to clear her thoughts and turned back to the tactical article and opened the next dozen as well. The lights stayed on in her quarters for a long time that night.

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Isi could feel people’s eyes on her as she walked through Berners-Lee. Her path took her through the residential districts, flats packed high to the ceiling far above, and each painted a bright colour or pattern on its front. She liked being the focus of a crowd, but this was different. They were voting on whether they thought she was worthy of being part of the Three, and it felt as though everyone was judging her as they watched her walk past. Some waved, and others dropped what they were doing to talk to her. A few painters, busy transferring their fevered imaginations into vivid colours on the walls, had held her up for almost twenty minutes. Most people just watched, their conversations going silent as she approached and breaking into quick chatter when she’d gone past them.

Her feet took her towards one of the few areas of green that existed outside of the cultivation domes on the station. The parks were something of a luxury on a station where every square foot was precious space, but they helped give people an escape from their rooms. As she rounded the corner, she saw what made this particular park special, a huge statue and the White Elephant. The latter was an impressive building, five stories tall with a front of stark white and glass. Its nickname had come from how much it stood out and for how little it was actually used—a sore point to many given how hard they had to fight for space. A few murals were visible on its sides, the bright colours dulled by time.

The statue was huge, almost thirty feet tall. It depicted three figures in white, two women and a man. They wore simple clothes, and masks covered their faces but showed their bright eyes behind. They were the Three, or at least the first group ever sent out. Their outfits would be almost the same as the one she would wear if the vote passed. The masks and white clothing made them all look alike, to show they represented all Curators and not just themselves.

A waving arm caught her eye. Representative Melo stood outside the White Elephant, waiting for her. He was back in a suit today, a light grey affair, again with matching makeup. She shifted her bag higher onto her shoulder to stop it slipping off and walked to him.

“Good morning, Isi.” He beamed. “I hope you slept well.”

“As well as could be expected, I suppose.” She had spent a restless night on the Net, reading everything and anything she could. “Do you know how the vote is going?”

“No one has access to the results of a vote until it’s finished.” His eyes ran over her bag. “Do you have everything you need?”

She gripped the handle tighter. “I do.”

“Then let’s head inside.” He led the way, but his gaze focused on her grey hair. “I said you will need to have your hair as your natural colour when you’re part of the Three.”

“This is the natural colour of my hair,” said Isi with a slight blush.

“Ah.”

As they got closer to the building, she noticed the glass on the front was one way, giving no one on the outside any hint as to what was going on inside. There were two guards at the door, both in very different, highly personalised and colourful uniforms. They saluted Melo as he walked past them, and the sleek white doors slid open to let them inside. She had to shield her eyes as the interior was stark white, and they took a moment to adjust. They were in what looked like a reception area, but Melo led her to a door on the right and pushed it open.

More white and glass confronted her, as well as two people sitting on an elegant sofa.

“Here she is,” Melo said to the two men as they stood to greet him. “Isidora—sorry, Isi—this is Magnus Kimura.” He indicated a tall, thin, and pale man with long hair and a beard. He wore an intricate costume in the latest style. A hint of blush was on his cheeks.

“And this is Pablo Khanna.” He gestured to the other, of medium build and height, with olive skin and an impressive moustache. He wore the simple robes that were the style of many in the older generation. She hugged them both.

“It’s great to meet you both.”

“Magnus is head of one of the committees, and Pablo used to be a representative on the Council.”

“I thought I recognised you,” she told Pablo.

“Nice hair,” said Magnus.

“Thanks,” she said as she ran a hand through it.

“Natural?”

She nodded. “I’ve got a genetic condition.” She pointed to her face and turned her gaze away from him. “It’s also why I also look a bit odd.”

He took a moment to look at her more closely. “Oh, I hadn’t even noticed.”

She blushed a little and turned to shake Pablo’s hand.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Isi,” said Pablo. “You caused quite a stir at the last debate.”

“That seems to be the reason I’m here.”

“Nonsense, it is just a great example of why you are,” said Melo. “It’s not often I am beaten like that. Shall we sit?”

She sat down in a chair beside the sofa, and Melo took one that faced them all. Their bright colourful clothes clashed with the pure burning white of the furniture.

“Pablo and Magnus arrived here a few hours ago,” he said.

“I didn’t realise I was holding everything up.”

“Don’t worry about that. There is no urgency just yet; the key thing is that you are all here.”

“I had plenty to read anyway, with the latest breakthrough on the data flood,” said Magnus. “We’ve not wasted any time.”

“I’ve been trying to catch up on some of that myself—too much to process at once,” said Pablo.

“You don’t need to worry yourselves with that too much,” said Melo. “There are others working on searching through the data for the information we need.” He waved at the empty room next to him where two avatars appeared out of nowhere. “Let me introduce Nairobi and Amanda, pseudos who will be helping you with your task.”

Amanda’s avatar, a woman with white skin, messy red hair, and drawn-on eyebrows and dressed in a long flowing coat, smiled. Nairobi’s, a painting of black lines with white and coloured blocks that Isi recognised from somewhere, seemed to smile as well, or at least as much as the 3-D representation of a painting could.

“It is wonderful to make your acquaintance,” said Nairobi.

“Amanda is leading the effort to break through the data block and find out exactly what’s going on. Nairobi’s in charge of organising all of the pseudos that are part of this effort. Both of them will be your main source of information once you’ve begun your journey.”

“Doesn’t all this depend on us being voted in as the Three?” said Isi.

“I don’t think any of you need to be worried about that. This vote should be a formality.”

“I hope you are right.” She ruffled her hair.

“He is,” said Amanda with a wink. Her voice had an almost musical quality.

“If we assume we all get approved, what happens next?” said Magnus. “It’s not like we can just get into a craft and wander around September.”

“That is what I wanted to talk to you about today. If this situation is as bad as it looks, we cannot afford to waste any time. You should leave as soon as possible after the Three ceremony, but who you talk to is up to you to decide.”

“I know we have a history with the Republic and Union, but we should contact them first; they’re the best placed to help us,” said Pablo.

“That has to be worth a shot even if they don’t listen,” she said.

“I agree,” said Melo. “No matter how uncomfortable it makes me, it is the logical choice.”

“They are also well placed to find out for sure what happened to Oranje,” said Nairobi.

“So what happens if they don’t listen to us?” said Magnus. “I mean, we don’t really know what’s going on yet. We need a backup plan.”

“We need to find the people who can help,” she said. “The priority has to be finding out what happened to Oranje, as Nairobi said. Once we know that for certain, we can spread the news around, show people what is happening.”

“That’s my job,” said Amanda. “Well, that and finding out who’s blocking us.”

“I think we need people who are sympathetic towards us. No point in us visiting people who will just ignore us.”

“That could complicate matters,” said Melo. “If the Republic and Union see us only talking to people with similar political ideas, they could view it as an attempt to undermine them.”

“Well, what else can we do? If the nations are unlikely to help us anyway, does it matter if we piss them off some more?” Isi had a mischievous smile on her face, but Pablo gritted his teeth.

“We cannot fight these outsiders ourselves. If they attack September in full force, we will need the Republic and the Union to fight them.”

“Can we rely on that?” She looked at the others. “They seem pretty focused on this war they’re building up to. What if they ignore this threat until it’s too late?”

“If they ignore it, we’ll have no hope of stopping these outsiders,” said Melo.

“That’s not true,” said Magnus. “There are many out there who are not happy with the Union and the Republic. You only need to check the Net for five minutes to see that.”

“Ever since our last intervention in the other nations, that unrest has been growing,” said Isi. “The freedom of access to the Net we ensure has given people a chance to talk about a different path. There is talk about September as a whole and not the Republic or the Union. We need to support those views; they can help us unite people against this threat.”

“That risks even more,” said Melo. “We have to rely on the nations for help. If we support people who want to overthrow or change them, it will make it harder to achieve what we want. We could just end up becoming more vulnerable instead of less.”

“This whole mission is a risk,” said Magnus. “That shouldn’t stop us from doing what we need to.”

“The last time we sent out the Three was to stop the nations from trying to control the Net. Since then we’ve sat back, hiding from everything that has happened around us. We can’t do that anymore. This threat is too big.”

They sat in silence after she spoke, Pablo and Melo exchanging looks.

The representative scratched his ear. “All options will be considered. Ultimately, once your mission has been given, it’s up to you to decide what you do, though I would ask that you act with caution. This is bigger than anything we have done before.”

“That’s an understatement,” she said. “There hasn’t been an event like this since the Collapse. We’re in unknown territory here. We have to be prepared for anything to happen.”

“That doesn’t mean we should be reckless,” said Pablo. “Caution and patience are always needed in these situations.”

“I think we have plenty to think about,” said Melo, rising from his seat. “I will make sure we contact the nations and see what they say. I’ll start to create a list of candidates for you to visit once you’re confirmed and you depart. You will have final say in what you do, but again, please think long and hard about it.”

“I’ll help the pseudos with the research,” said Magnus. “It’ll give me something to do at least.”

“Thank you. Any assistance is welcome,” said Nairobi.

Melo turned to him. “Do you want to show Isi to her room? I would like to talk to Pablo in private. It’s been a while since we saw each other in person.”

“Sure thing,” said Magnus, getting up. The others bowed to them as they went.

She slung her bag back over her shoulder and followed him back out of the door and into a lift at the back of the reception area.

“Well, that went well.” She rolled her eyes as he pushed the button for the second floor.

“We’ve got tough choices to make. I’m looking forward to seeing what path we take.” There was the tiniest jolt as the elevator began its slow rise upward.

She looked at him. “What do you want us to do?”

“That’s the question.” He took a deep breath. “This is something we’ve never had to deal with before. No one has. It’s an opportunity for us to make a real difference.”

“I think we’re on the same wavelength.” She clapped her hands together. “Us Curators have spent so long doing nothing except protecting the Net. We keep it running to allow everyone access to all human knowledge, but we could be doing so much more. Why aren’t we trying to help every single human we can?”

“You really are an idealist, aren’t you?” He was looking at her with a mixture of happiness and admiration. “It showed in the debate you had with Representative Melo.”

“I’m still amazed it went as well as it did.”

“Really?” he asked with eyebrow raised. “A lot people want to see change. What you said spoke to many of them.”

“Then let’s hope we don’t let them down.” She shifted the bag on her shoulder.

The doors of the elevator slid open, and they stepped out into another white corridor. He led her past many doors.

“I think you’ve got plenty of support here, not just from humans but also the pseudos. Amanda and Nairobi are some of the oldest of them.”

They turned a corner and were faced with three doors. The one in front of them had her name on it; the one to the left, Magnus’s; and the other, Pablo’s. She opened her door and stepped into a large and spacious room.

“Oh, look,” she said. “More white.”

“I am detecting a colour theme in all this.”

She threw her bag onto the bed and opened the wardrobe. Inside was a space for her clothes, but most of it was filled with white clothes of all shapes and sizes.

“You think they’d allow us some colour.”

“Ah, but that would go against tradition.” Magnus winked.

“For a group who dislikes that word, we have managed to come up with quite a few of our own.”

“Just what us humans do.” Magnus leant against the door.

“Still, we pride ourselves on being so unique and doing whatever we want to,” said Isi. “It’s a bit of a contradiction.”

“You’ve met other people before, right?”

She rolled her eyes again, and he laughed.

“Lots of what we do doesn’t make sense when you think about it,” he said.

She pulled out the remainder of her clothes, bright swathes of colour on the white duvet, pausing as she went to put them away. “I hope we do the right thing.”

“That’s our job now as part of the Three, to try and change history for the better.”

She turned to him. “It’s more than that. We have an opportunity here. I don’t want to waste it.”

“I know, I agree, but the threat of the outsiders still has to be our main focus. Who knows what will happen out there.”

“I’m guessing there will be lots of surprises.”

“Well, I suppose there’s only one way to find out.” He smiled. “I’d better let you settle in.”

“Thanks, Magnus.” She gave him a brief wave goodbye. “See you tomorrow.”

“You too, Isi.”

He left, and she went to back to unpacking.

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